Promise

I told a lot of lies Called it a compromise To keep you in your seat I was so afraid to lose But the things that I did to you You would never do to me Why do I Why do I do it You wanna Hold my hand I make a fist A false promise And even if you said you would forgive me I don't know if I could ever say I'm sorry I don't know if I You said you would I don't know if I can You said you would So I look at you now Bruised and broken down By what you thought was love You tell me you want to stay and you wanna watch me change But I'm scared so I tell you to fuck off Why do I Why do I do it You wanna Hold my hand I make a fist A false promise And even if you said you would forgive me I don't know if I could ever say I'm sorry I don't know if I You said you would I don't know if I can You said you would Mean hearted girls will kill their loves to hurt themselves They can't believe they could deserve anything else And even if you said you know that I'm sorry I don't know if I could ever forgive me I don't know if I You said you would I don't know if I can You said you would