Why

I asked you a question I feel a rise burning in the back of my head If she could kill me with a look, I'd already be dead Excited at the thought of possibly two in my bed I said some shit that I instantly regretted I said I hid my deception with absolute discretion Wanted to turn around and give up an accidental confession I turned to look at her and she's just standin' there Facial expression says it all, war has been declared She said, is there anything you wanna tell me I'm standin' there with my head down and I'm thinkin' Oh no, here we go What the hell was I thinkin' Man I wish I was drinkin' So I could blame it on the liquor, why did I paint the picture Why did I think it was something that she wouldn't even consider Now I'm avoidin' eye contact as if I owe her money Tryna laugh it off, clearly she don't think it's funny And then she stepped to me, comin' so steady Looked at me like she knew already I betrayed her trust, it weighs heavy On my head, and then she said Why can't I be loved Why can't I feel love Why am I not worthy of Oh why can't I feel love All she wanted was somethin' real, somethin' true With tears in her eyes she said, I believed in you I said, Please don't leave, please don't go away She said, You broke my heart How could I stay It'd be a year before I'd see integrity again Over there, they said he's over there I see him, there he is Ne Yo Is this dude what are you doing Bruh don't you know you got a show in 10 minutes from now You drinking before what is you doing Relax, I'm not drunk Guess who I ran into today