When You Lose Someone

I thought it'd only be a moment Like a night of summer rain But it's like a landslide of emotion Everyday I've been trying to recover I put you to the back of my brain Now I'm just to remember you In the best way I, I go from feeling numb, to feeling everything at once And I don't know if I Wanna cry, one of the Hardest things I've ever had to learn Is how to lose someone First, you don't have the words It's the kinda flame you don't see 'til it burns Then it hurts 'til it eats you alive Changes you forever in the blink of an eye And it's not something that just fades overnight It's something that stays for the rest of your life When you lose somebody you love When you lose somebody you love It comes and goes like it's a season But the clouds are always grey And late at night when I'm alone with my thoughts It feels like a Ferrari racing I go from feeling numb to feeling everything at once And I don't know if I Wanna cry, one of the Hardest things I've ever had to learn Is how to lose someone First, you don't have the words It's the kinda flame you don't see 'til it burns Then it hurts 'til it eats you alive Changes you forever in the blink of an eye And it's not something that just fades overnight It's something that stays for the rest of your life When you lose somebody you love When you lose somebody you love When you love somebody you love When you lose somebody The hardest thing I've ever had to learn First, you don't have the words It's the kinda flame you don't see 'til it burns Then it hurts 'til it eats you alive Changes you forever in the blink of an eye And it's not something that just fades overnight It's something that stays for the rest of your life When you lose somebody you love When you lose somebody you love When you lose somebody you love The hardest thing I've ever had to learn