My Mistake

I got up late again today And I'm scared of everything I don't dare to dream I got a dark imagination These hours waste away A debt I'll never pay I'm talking to the walls But the walls keep caving in They amplify my thoughts I really want a conversation But I let it slip away A debt I'll never pay Worry worry oh It's funny how it changes When nothing really changes at all Am I jaded Am I meant to feel this way I'm a loser getting beat by my own game But if I falter well at least it was my mistake Oh at least it was my mistake 'Cause I choose to be this way I'm a loser and I self-deprecate So when I falter well at least it was my mistake I saw my friend today She tried to comfort me But I turned her away There's magic in this misery So no matter what you say I don't think I'll ever change Worry worry oh It's funny how it changes When nothing really changes at all Am I jaded Am I meant to feel this way I'm a loser getting beat by my own game But if I falter well at least it was my mistake Well at least it was my mistake 'Cause I choose to be this way I'm a loser and I self-deprecate So when I falter well at least it was my mistake And I don't really care about what anyone says I don't give a damn about what anyone says I don't want to think about anything I don't want to think about anything And I don't really care about what anyone says I don't need opinions hanging over my head I don't really care about anything I don't really care I don't really care at all Am I jaded Am I meant to feel this way I'm a loser getting beat by my own game But if I falter well at least it was my mistake Well at least it was my mistake 'Cause I choose to be this way I'm a loser and I self-deprecate So when I falter well at least it was my mistake Well at least it was my mistake Well at least it was my mistake