A Little Alive

You broke up with me, in my Camp Cope tee On a Wednesday night, now I can't breathe And I've spent more money on fuel than food It's a Saturday and I should be with you I could go for a swim but I'm not in the mood verse I kept your keys on the bench in the kitchen I'm a little alive but this feels like fiction I've been ordering in and I'm living in socks I got a text from your mum, wished me well and it sucks I've been wearing your jumper and it's heavy and soft I really should send it back but I've been putting it off Chorus I know our dads got sick and you got scared I haven't slept all week since you mentioned her I think you're just afraid to be alone But how you leave says a lot Now you're not someone I need to know verse She said, wait for me before you take down the tree, next year it's us, just you and me You know I bought that fucking tree for you I wish you'd talk to me, but this is nothing fucking new verse You treated me to a call in the days of your leaving I said love is choice, but you think it's a feeling And maybe it's both, but I'm sick of believing That everyone will treat me how I treat them I remember you told me you miss Summer Liv But I don't want your love unless it lives through seasons And I never expected you to leave like you did But I guess I assumed you'd give me a reason bridge I'm just a little alive but this feels like fiction I'm just a little alive but it's lighting me up Chorus I know our dads got sick and you got scared I haven't slept all week since you mentioned her I think you're just afraid to be alone But how you leave says a lot Now you're not someone I need to know