Masterpiece Theatre III

I got a new disease in me I got a friend that`s losing sleep I take it hard it`s hard to take I`m wide awake I`m wide awake One more confession discretion`s not what I need to sell I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself And now that`s just how I tell I`m wide awake I`ll wreck this if I have to Tell me what good would that do I`ll wreck this if I have to I`d be so good to you I`d be so good to you You get separated somebody`s gone And I don`t know how this is wrong And I`m so frustrated falling behind You were a friend of mine Be so good to you `Cause they don`t know you like I do They don`t now you like I do They don`t now you like I do They don`t now you like I do There`s a difference from me to them And the road home is paved in star fuckers requiem I can never go go back home again Acadia is gone Acadia is gone All my indecision all of my excess Don`t you ever tell me I`m not loving you best And I just need a minute I just need a breath It`s very hard to drink to my continued success And I slow down slow It`s better in the worst way It`s getting better in the worst way Look around round round Look around round round look around Look around round round Look around round round look around Look around round round Look around round round look around Look around round round Look around round round look around So here`s another day I`ll spend away from you Another night I`m on another broken avenue Trading in who I`ve been for shiny celebrity skin I like to push it and push it until my luck is over I wonder what you`re doing I wonder if you doubt it I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it All the work to impress charming girls out of their dresses Smiling pretty and gritty I am right beside you I am right beside you And I`ll make this perfect again Cross my heart I hope to die Hope to die Cross my heart I hope to die Hope to die I`ve been here so very long I can slip into you it`s so easy to come back into you I`m not sick of you yet it`s not as good as it gets And this is just a part I portray And this is just a part I portray And this is just a part I portray And this is just a part I portray I don`t know how it got this way