Am I High Rn (feat. blackbear)

I think the back door creaks I think the sun burned down I think this garden speaks Or am I high right now I think the sky caved in I think your heart's possessed I see white flags wavin' Or am I just obsessed Or am I paranoid of bein' myself Is it my brain overworkin' itself Are these rumors in my head really true Is someone watchin' all the things that we do Or am I high right now Am I high right now Yeah-yeah Am I trippin' Am I sippin' Am I high right now The delusion and confusion got me hella trippin' now I need likes to validate me I need pills to chill me out I need sex to feel in power I need booze to wash it down I need somethin' for the side effects somethin' for the comedown Somethin' for the trauma somethin' just to come around I'm riddled with anxiety and cripplin' depression Gotta dig my own grave just to learn my lesson I feel like I think too much You only hit me up when you drink too much And I don't wanna be your human Xanax bar You're talkin' 'bout forever shit's way too far And I don't wanna be another one night stand But I don't wanna be nobody's life plan If you're scared go to church If you're shook meditate If you're hurt just vibe If you're mad walk away what you think Or am I paranoid of bein' myself Bein' myself Is it my brain overworkin' itself Workin' itself Are these rumors in my head really true Really true Is someone watchin' all the things that we do Or am I high right now Am I high right now Or am I high right now Or am I high right now You only hit me up when you drink too much Or am I high right now