I Got ID

My lips are shaking my nails are bit off. Been a month since I've heard myself talk. All the advantage this life's got on me. Picture a cup in the middle of the sea. And I fight back in my mind. Never lets me right out. I got memories. I got shit so much it don't show. Oh, I walked the lie when you held me in that night. I walked the line when you held my hand that night. On empty shell seem so easy to crack. Got all these questions. Don't know who I could even ask. So I'll just lie alone and wait for the dream where I'm not ugly and your looking at me. And I stay in bed. Oh, in a little while I'll see you. If just once I could feel love, oh, stare back at me. Yeah. But I walked the lie when you held me in that night. Oh, I walked the lie when you held my hand that night. Oh, I walked the lie when you held me close that night. I paid the price. Never held you in real life. My lips are shaking...