Mess It Up

Open to double doors Typical pretty sure I could grow up Probably chemical I took up walking to turn it all off Doesn't feel bearable Guess I thought when I left it would all stop It would all stop Did I fall out of line when I called you When I told you I'm fine you were lied to How could I think that all that I gave you was enough 'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up Funny that didn't work I could be anywhere I'm on your block Cynical Terrible Kicking myself with my gut in a knot 'Cause I heard that you're happier Hope that you're sleeping well knowing I'm not I'm doing too much Did I fall out of line when I called you When I told you I'm fine you were lied to How could I think that all that I gave you was enough 'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We could make it better breaking every habit Pull myself together You could watch it happen Let it happen Let it happen I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We could make it better breaking every habit Pull myself together You could watch it happen Let it happen Let it happen I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We could make it better breaking every habit Pull myself together You could watch it happen Let it happen Let it happen I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We could make it better breaking every habit Pull myself together You could watch it happen Let it happen Let it happen