Firewater

You sat me down beside myself To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you Was this for real It's hard to tell Because it was such a beautiful mess we had got into I'm going to overcome this, paper hearts can't win this time And all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mine I know you wanted me to give up this life to be Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in Chorus 1 I was never good at goodbye Chorus 2 Can I swallow this bottle whole So this brain in my head can forget your face Verse 2 When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me It's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you how There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see Chorus 1 And I was never good at goodbye Chorus 2 Can I swallow this bottle whole So this brain in my head can forget your face Can I swallow this bottle whole Because I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes Verse 3 Today I couldn't stay awake Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake I won't be sleeping much tonight It's not the same without you lying by my side Right beside me Chorus 2 Verse 4 I know you wanted me to give up my life to be Can I swallow this bottle whole Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see Can I swallow this bottle whole I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me So this brain in my head can forget your face Outro You left me here beside myself Left me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you