Shame

One, two, three, four Can't find a reason to get out of bed But you're lying next to me It's not your fault One, two, earthquake All of the people inside of my brain Are divided, and fighting They say get over it And shame is an ocean I swim across Across Across Across You can't break me If I've already done it myself You can't shame me If I've already done it myself You can't drown me If I've already done it myself But I want to come alive I want to come alive I want to come alive I want to come alive One, two, dark room Does anybody know the way out of here I planted roses in the backyard Don't remember why Want to forget The language, the memory, the nouns The hurt I'm not a Person, a place, or a thing And shame is an ocean I swim across Across Across Across You can't break me If I've already done it myself You can't shame me If I've already done it myself You can't drown me If I've already done it myself But I want to come alive I want to come alive I want to come alive I want to come alive If I hate myself enough I can call it kindness If I hate myself enough I can call it kindness You can't break me If I've already done it myself You can't shame me If I've already done it myself You can't drown me If I've already done it myself But I want to come alive I want to come alive I want to come alive I want to come alive