I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes)

I bet you thought your life would change But you're sat on a train again Your memories are sceneries for things you said But never really meant You build it to a high to say goodbye Because you're not the same as them But your death it won't happen to you It happens to your family and your friends I pretend And I always wanna die sometimes I always wanna die sometimes You win you lose you sing the blues There's no point in buying concrete shoes I'll refuse And I always wanna die sometimes I always wanna die sometimes I always wanna die Am I me through geography A face collapsed through entropy I can hardly speak And when I try it's nothing but a squeak On the video Living room for small If you can't survive just try And I always wanna die sometimes I always wanna die Always wanna die Always wanna die Always wanna die And I always wanna die Always wanna die Always wanna die Sometimes Sometimes Sometimes Sometimes I sometimes always wanna die Always wanna die Always wanna die Always wanna die sometimes