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I Say The Opposite Thing I Want To Be Assured I Want To Know That Love Is Greater Far Than Empty Words My Cynicism Many Times Irrational Absurd Pride It Tells Me That I'm Further Gone Than Any Word I Have The Gall Yes I Think I Really Have The Nerve To Challenge Unconditional Love To Be A Verb Many Things I Observe Clash With What I Heard The Black And White Makes My Insides Grey Blurred I Am Much Less Faithful Than You Think I Am My Heart’s Palate Tastes Bitterness And Loves Bland Need To Water Myself 'Cause I’m Dry Land I Want To Know But I Don’t Really Want To Understand But I’ve Come To Know One Thing To Be Alone It Could Be My Life’s Ending So In All I Don’t Know God I Need You I Need You To Keep Me Close I’ll Push Away But I Really Want You To Stay Can You Be The Strength Of My Faith I Need You To Keep Me Close Do You Think I’m A Fool ‘Cause I Deserve That I’m Just A Broken Tool Devoid Of Functionality Why Can’t You Be My First Resort Why Must You Be My Last Resort I Am Forgiven And I Don’t Deserve That I Have The Remedy And Didn’t Even Do A Thing I’m Making You My Only Choice I’m Making You My Only Choice I’ll Push Away But I Really Want You To Stay Can You Be The Strength Of My Faith I Need You To Keep Me Close I’ll Push Away But I Really Want You To Stay Can You Be The Strength Of My Faith I Need You To Keep Me Close I Am Much Less Faithful Than You Think I Am My Heart’s Palate Tastes Bitterness And Loves Bland Need To Water Myself ‘Cause I’m Dry Land I Want To Know But I Don’t Really Want To Understand But I’ve Come To Know One Thing To Be Alone It Could Be My Life’s Ending So In All I Don’t Know God I Need You I Need You To Keep Me Close I’ll Push Away But I Really Want You To Stay Can You Be The Strength Of My Faith I Need You To Keep Me Close I’ll Push Away But I Really Want You To Stay Can You Be The Strength Of My Faith I Need You To Keep Me Close I’ll Push Away But I Really Want You To Stay Can You Be The Strength Of My Faith I Need You To Keep Me Close