Suspension Without Suspense

My divorce from dependence That's when you found me I was still soft And we always were in trouble Odds stacked against us And trouble's what we are We get so far And then it just starts rewinding And the same old song We're playing it again Suspension without suspense Now that I've murdered your inspiration And I forced you off Do you hate me? Do you want revenge? I want to call you But I won't We get so far And then it just starts rewinding And the same old song We're playing it again Suspension without suspense Oh the pessimistic protection plan Moderation loving I've been hardened by the circumstance We knew this was coming We get so far And then it just starts rewinding And the same old song We're playing it again Suspension without suspense We get so far And then it just starts rewinding And the same old song We're playing it again and again Suspension without suspense Intentions without intent But I don't want the love we have to end