These Four Walls

I feel so numb staring at the shower wall It's begun the feeling that the end has come and now the water's cold I tried to eat today but the lump in my throat got in the way In this time I've lost all sense of pride I've called a hundred times If I hear your voice I'll be fine and I I can't come alive I want the room to take me under cause I can't help but wonder what if I had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep These four walls and me I lay in bed cant seem to leave your side Your pillow's wet from all these tears I've cried I won't say goodbye I tried to smile today then I realized there's no point anyway In this time I've lost all sense of pride I've called a thousand times If I hear your voice I'll be fine and I I can't come alive I want the room to take me under cause I can't help but wonder what if I had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep These four walls and me and I I can't come alive I want the room to take me under cause I can't help but wonder what if I had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep These four walls and me