guess it's a bad time to be sad

Open my eyes wanna get out outta my head But I'm waitin on the rain Hummin the same song and the red sun is caught in the clouds with the rest of my days Guess its a bad time To be sad What a shame Oh I wanna be closer to someone to hold at the bottom of all of this what do I got But myself and my stuff and my thoughts But myself and my stuff and my thoughts Follow the lines in the grey wall Trying to see a face in the paint Talk to the shadows when the wind blows I’m losing my mind every word is the same Guess its a bad time To be sad What a shame Oh I wanna be closer to someone to hold at the bottom of all of this what do I got But myself and my stuff and my thoughts But myself and my stuff and my thoughts Oh I’m making a list of the things that I wanted to do when I found some time to do them Now all I have is a list and the things that I had in my room before And the sleep that I lost is awake in the corner with all the other monsters And the dust from under the rug is out on the floor Now I have to face myself I guess I have to face myself Guess its a bad time To be sad What a shame Oh I wanna be closer to someone to hold at the bottom of all of this what do I got But myself and my stuff Guess its a bad time To be sad What a shame Oh I wanna be closer to someone to hold at the bottom of all of this what do I got But myself and my stuff and my thoughts But myself and my stuff and my thoughts