i deserve 2 b alone

What you're gonna do about me now? I'm doin' everything that I used to talk about Got off the couch of my motherfuckin' momma's house 'Cause my dad kicked me out, screamin' loud "Now you need to get a job" I was lost found a spot in my friend's living room Smoked a joint and then I did a couple 'shrooms Call me a fool but I ain't so good with rules Now I'm that dude, that got up, came back Broke down, made tracks Gave up ten times but not enough to go back home again I don't got many friends 'Cause I broke hearts, scream word, truth hurts, eat dirt I'm tryna put a couple zeros up on my net worth But what comes first, is being happy 'til it hurts Na, na, na Na, na-na, na, na, na-na Happy 'til it hurts Na, na-na, na, na, na-na Na, na-na, na, na, na-na Happy 'til it hurts (na, na) Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (happy 'til it, happy 'til it) I'm tryna be happy 'til it hurts (na, na-na, na, na, na-na) (Happy 'til it, happy 'til it) Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (happy 'til it, happy 'til it) I'm goin' through an identity crisis You might be goin' through one just as like it I got really good at fakin' and hidin' But I'm tellin' you there's no way to fight it God, I wanna be, I wanna be happy Because there's a sinking depression that's after me Stop freeze The demons are laughin' at me (hahaha) I write things that I believe, I pretend I'm Socrates Wish my dad believed in me, but at least he didn't leave Now I wanna hear the people scream, "Hercules, Hercules" Hope that brings enough happiness 'til it's hurtin' me, hurtin' me Na, na, na (it's hurtin' me) Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (it's hurtin' me) Happy 'til it hurts Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (it's hurtin' me) Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (it's hurtin' me) Happy 'til it hurts (na, na) Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (happy 'til it, happy 'til it) I'm tryna be happy 'til it hurts (na, na-na, na, na, na-na) (Happy 'til it, happy 'til it) Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (happy 'til it, happy 'til it hurts) Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh, ooh