PILLS

Pills, 5 pills a day I lay awake everyday feeling like I’m dead Just so I can go to sleep I gotta take some pills everyday I wanna face the dreams every night that I chase Pills 5 pills a day One for the haunted thoughts storming my brain I gotta take just to make myself feel okay The world is frightening let the light shine a ray Pills 5 pills a day Another for the safety of the day on the way Make clearance cause I’m just a short night away From the suffering I hate and the pain that is way too Close to ma mind need some time just to right all the wrongs that I’ve done days to come come along So done with hurting myself take some time off Everybody said but I’m running out of minutes I should let it all go Let it all go but I can’t cause I ran all the way here I can’t be a Dali or a Shakespeare It makes me a hypocrite why am I still here Pills 5 pills a day 5 pills every night just to see me smile in the mirror See the stars shining so bright ever clearer Steer clear of me Cause My footsteps are bitter Pills 5 pills a day This is what I get now I pay The dues that I’ve brought upon myself I’m a sinner Yo Reminder to myself I am always a beginner to my life Ain’t nobody get another chance right? Time is now now I gotta make myself alright cause a dime to a dollar is a penny to a dime and I’ll die a fucking legend if I play my cards right So watch as I levitate Pen and paper always on the ready See the hype I’ll be getting Story I’ll be telling in ma lyrics the critics the listeners the fans and the records I’ll be hitting That’s when I wake up to the soft loving presence Listening so closely That’s when I wake up to the soft loving presence Listening so closely