The Suicide Mile

My life is spinning around in circles It's like I'm wasting my time with that in streets, in concrete dreams I walk the suicide mile just to see this all fall down Now I know my life is not as bad as it seems And all these years were passing faster than you think It's bigger than you and me As we flicker and flash like a memory I turn my back against the sun Spend sleepless nights with a loaded gun The demons in my head keep me alive Broken and beyond repair A useless fear that keeps me quiet here I'm just trying to survive on the suicide mile These nights are dark and never ending It's like I'm losing my mind with flashing lights on TV screens I walk the suicide mile just to calm myself down Now I know this world isn't spinning just for me And all these years were passing faster than you think It's bigger than you and me As we flicker and flash like a memory I turn my back against the sun Spend sleepless nights with a loaded gun The demons in my head keep me alive Broken and beyond repair A useless fear that keeps me quiet here I'm just trying to survive on the suicide mile To daze away is all I really need Flicker and flash just like a memory To daze away is all I really need Flicker and flash just like a memory To daze away is all I really need Flicker and flash just like a memory To daze away is all I really need Flicker and flash just like a memory Flicker and flash just like a memory I turn my back against the sun Spend sleepless nights with a loaded gun The demons in my head keep me alive Broken and beyond repair A useless fear that keeps me quiet here I'm just trying to survive on the suicide mile