Illusion

You always said that I lucked out But I just feel more lost now It’s all a scene Like magazines It all just pulls me under And my expectations Like poison I know that Stuck in this cycle I’m fine though I’m fine This isn’t what I thought it’d be like Just an illusion, doesn’t sit right At every corner there’s a red light Perfect moments seem to slip by And when I wake up Tastes so sweet like it was made up This isn’t what I thought it’d be like Just an illusion, what it feels like, it feels like Window tinted the glass I don’t know where I’m at Letting go of the wheel Like a basketcase I don’t know how I feel I don’t know what I meant Know it’s not really real When I’m lost in My expectations Like poison I know that Stuck in this cycle I’m fine though I’m fine This isn’t what I thought it’d be like Just an illusion, doesn’t sit right At every corner there’s a red light Perfect moments seem to slip by And when I wake up Tastes so sweet like it was made up This isn’t what I thought it’d be like Just an illusion, what it feels like You know i always Build it up just to be let down Staring at another blank wall i don’t know what to believe now This isn’t what I thought it’d be like Just an illusion, doesn’t sit right At every corner there’s a red light Perfect moments seem to slip by And when I wake up Tastes so sweet like it was made up This isn’t what I thought it’d be like Just an illusion, what it feels like, feels like