Need To (Live)

I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fucked Can you see it in me Skin cold from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's OK, I can't help but feel the pain I hate you Why are you taken I love you I feel so helpless Why is it you Ripping my insides each time I'm with you Why do I cry Why do I really need to Why Why Why Why Fuck you, bitch Need to x3 fuck x4 I hate you Why are you taken I love you I feel so helpless Why is it you Ripping my insides each time I'm with you Why do I try Why do I fucking need to Fuck x6 Slut