Holding On

Holding on doesn’t feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same About me baby Baby I’ve been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying holding on holding on Baby I’ve been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying holding on holding on Yeah I’ve just been so numb it feels like nothing’s real I’ve just been so empty I can’t fuckin’ feel But I can feel my body start to fade My heart is cold that’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills I don’t ever talk about it much Drinking every day just to escape the memories of us You paint me as a villain but my blood is on your brush I was in it til’ the end you was in it for the rush See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close Cause’ the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin’ choke The more pain you go through the harder it feel And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal I gave you everything I’m just left with all of these pills And even though I fuckin’ hate you you have part of me still Cry for you I promised that I would never fuckin’ cry for you Die for you I can’t be without you I would die for you Plea for you I do anything I fuckin’ plea for you Why can’t you understand I fuckin’ needed you Holding on doesn’t feel the same Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same About me baby Baby I’ve been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying holding on holding on Baby I’ve been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain I’ve been trying holding on holding on Baby baby baby baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain Baby baby baby baby Nothing seems to cover up the pain