End Of May

Golden haze Another morning feels like yesterday End of may Now you're gone and there's still bills to pay And you know it doesn't help to make believe you're sitting next to me It doesn't help to make believe that you are right behind me Saying it's okay Longer days More time to sit and watch the pendulum sway In quiet rage I'm staring at this empty notebook page In times like these you feel like you are done with feeling You feel you want to stop the pain from healing Because you feel like you're the only one who's ever felt this way Some days in a daze there's brighter days Funny how the feeling never stays But I know I'll have to come to terms when I'm awake Thinking about you is the icing on the cake Makes me realize the fact you're gone for good for goodness sake Golden haze another morning feels like yesterday End of may a year is gone and I still feel this way When we meet again I'll ask you how you're doing And you'll say fine and ask me how I'm doing And then I'll lie and I'll say ordinary It's just an ordinary day It's just an ordinary day It's just an ordinary day