Can't Not

I'd be lying if I said I was completely unscathed, Would I be putting it right with my silence and rage Would I be letting you in, invite a reaction, yeah? And how would I explain How would I explain this to my children if I had them? Because I cant not Because I cant not Because I cant not win without my losing, my dear Would it be whining if I said I needed a hug? Would you feel slighted if I said your loves not enough? And how dare I complain? And how dare I complain when you want for a chance for this? Because I cant not Because I cant not Because I cant help laugh at your delusions Because I cant not Because I cant not Because I cant help wonder why you ask me To all the unheard children in the school yard You think you're the right ones You swear you're the charmed ones I'm sure But how can you go on with such conviction? Who do you think you are when you question me? Because we cant not Because we cant not Because we cant help laugh at your delusions Because we cant not Why do you affect me? Why do you affect me still? Why do you hinder me? Why do you hinder me still? Because I cant not Because I cant not Because I cant not walk without my crutches