Surrender My Heart

So I've been tryin' hard to open up When I lost someone, it hit me rough I paid to toughen up in therapy She said to me, "Soften up" I'm sorry if I push your good away Especially when I'm needin' you to stay I know you hate that I still test your love I'm tryin' not to fuck this up But the benefit of all the broken hearts That I broke before they could break me Is a little bit of life regrets I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me And I wanna be brave enough to show you My not-so-perfect family And I wanna be brave enough for everything Surrender my heart (I'm out here in the open) I wanna get closer (I'll believe in you every night) Surrender my heart I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you I used to soldier through my hardest days I used to switch it off, ignore the pain I craved to feel it all entirely In your arms, baby But the benefit of all the broken hearts That I broke before they could break me Is a little bit of life regrets I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me And I wanna be brave enough to show you My not-so-perfect family And I wanna be brave enough for everything Surrender my heart (I'm out here in the open) I wanna get closer (I'll believe in you every night) Surrender my heart I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you I'll believe in you every night (Na-na-na, na-na-na-na) Every night (Na-na-na, na-na-na-na) Every night (I'll believe in you every night) I'll believe in you every night (Na-na-na, na-na-na-na) Every night (Na-na-na, na-na-na-na) Every night (I'll believe in you every night) Surrender my heart (I'm out here in the open) I wanna get closer (I'll believe in you every night) Surrender my heart I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you