Astoria

Astoria I'm warning you Not ready yet not for you Don't want to know my darkest lows My blackest pitch murder of crows Feels far from home close to the veil Goodbye mother's fairy tale Never after will suffice When star crossed lovers take their life Now here again a harlequin Kaleidoscope in spite of when Top of the world To lowest worth From blackest pearl to slower birth Don't remind me what the price is When left to my own devices Cause I'll find out in all due time What happens to never say die I'll say whatever doesn't make me stronger kills me Buts its going to be a long year Till the hospital can find hope in me Tell me I survive Do I survive you Astoria Tell me I survive Do I survive you Astoria Do you know everything happens It happens in freeze A fever blur through names obscured And speech is slurred Just another bridge burned I'm on my own you came alone All dressed up in bad news I know you can hurt too This would be the wrong move Maybe we should leave soon You can lay with me while you think of him Drowning sorrows deep in each other's skin I touch your face while I think of her I won't raise my lips till the way we were Bite my neck till you say his name I will scratch your back to forget her face I regret sweet to a solemn cure We can raise our lips till the way we were On a good day I'm the bad news To the right girl with the wrong wounds On a good day I'm the bad news To the wrong girl with the right wounds Hey ever just say fuck it Maybe I'll drink its weight away in buckets Oh hey might as well say fuck it I want to hurt myself till I love it I shoulda known you're not alone When you take somebody home And the little death Are a little less even if its just for a moment On a good day I'm the bad news To the right girl with the wrong wounds Hope doesn't fade in Astoria I'll say whatever doesn't make me stronger kills me Buts its going to be a long year Till the hospital can find hope in me Astoria Astoria I hope the melody save me Astoria Let the melody save me Astoria The quid pro quo's that will compose From esoteric to common prose Astoria