Memories

I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain Every time I fall asleep I know I'll wake up alone I'll wake up alone Dreams of you wrapped around my throat I think I'm gonna choke I think I'm gonna choke Runnin' runnin' runnin' runnin' through the dark Watch me run a little more 'Cause when I said forever I meant forever now I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I wish I could just let go Of all the memoriеs I know Of all the memories I know But thеy're still stuck in my brain I never wanted to cry I always thought I would make it right But now I'm stuck inside this shame instead Pontificating hypocrite is what you said When my heart breaks just a little bit I wanna drop dead I don't wanna concede or call my fantasies make believe Holding tightly to the task at hand When I really should be focusing to learn and understand But I bury all the tragedy with sand Runnin' runnin' runnin' runnin' to my car I can't fuckin' cry in front of her When I said forever I meant forever now I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I wish I could just let go Just let go Of all the memories I know I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain