Heavy

I can't breath like I used to I don't sing like you want to I'm tired of being fake for the world's use but I'm alone I wasn't like this when I was young had no worried or cares for years to come I miss all my friends who don't love me much But now I know oh oh That I never had a plan no one ever held my hand The hills are burnin' The trees have turned to ash my heart's a little bit heavy I pretend that I'm stronger I'm a little bit worried I won't be here much longer cause I care too much what people think And I'll leave your words and apathy behind me Cause I'm a little bit heavy My heart's a little bit heavy I hate small talk and phone calls Why can't we be real in the long run I'm tired of saving face put my smile on But now you know oh oh That I never had a plan no one ever held my hand The ocean's rising the cliffs have collapsed My heart's a little bit heavy I pretend that I'm stronger I'm a little bit worried I won't be here much longer cause I care too much what people think And I'll leave your words and apathy behind me I'm a little bit heavy My heart's a little bit heavy oh oh heavy oh oh heavy oh oh heavy cause I care too much what people think I'll leave your words and apathy behind me Cause I'm a little bit heavy My heart's a little bit heavy