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I remember now, but I still have my doubts I think it's gonna be today Everybody came, but it's just not the same Why did it have to be today Now my chest is tight no, I am not all right It doesn't have to be this way Why does it have to be this way I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY Freedom in a cage no sun and too much rage I don't know how much I can take Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide I know that normal is hard to fake Bleeding into life it's like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me to this Why does it have to be like this I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY I lost again, today I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT'S EVEN WORSE IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE I GUESS I'LL TRY AGAIN TODAY