Your Apartment

We don’t need a repeat of the night when you called me over to your apartment “Should we get close?” “Should we put the lights down?” It was never right I think you know now There’s a lot of things that I could tell you But some things are left better if you never knew So I shut myself up with a nightcap I’m not tempted, I just don’t like that old wounds seem to open up with you What am I supposed to do? I don’t need to walk you through it Who said I don’t understand or that I probably won’t remember time in the palm of your hand? We both let go together But I promise I get your sentiment I wonder who’s been at your apartment Would you give in or would you relent who’s been trying to get in your bed? Empathetic to you and your healing Ask a friend if you still don’t believe me I’ve got stitches that I’m sewing up too So it isn’t fair to say, “I love you” Let’s think before we go and hit send You’re crying to me on the phone again I think this conversation needs to end Remember you’re not the only one in this I want to speak, but you won’t even talk to me Not until you’d like to see all the things we could be and incentivize things that you internalize I’d rather tell you a lie before predicting what I don’t know could lead into false hope Who said I don’t understand or that I probably won’t remember time in the palm of your hand? We both let go together But I promise I get your sentiment I wonder who’s been at your apartment Would you give in or would you relent who’s been trying to get their signal sent? I promise I get your sentiment I wonder who’s been at your apartment I promise I get your sentiment I wonder who’s been at your apartment