Monster

I killed my voice I cut my chest and covered the scars But my past doesn’t let me go Will you really punish me because I’m not living the way they lived If you have mercy then let me be You don’t know the real me You don't understand You don’t even know my name You don’t even care You call me a monster Yes I am a monster I wear their clothes I hide my hands But I’m still so afraid that I’ll lose myself again I changed my numbers under your name to live like what they asked me for But they find a reason to hate me anyway You don’t know the real me You don't understand You don’t even know my name You don’t even care You call me a monster I wonder someday I won’t hide myself We are just different not wrong I’m not a monster But still I am to you You call me a monster Just call me a monster Yes I’m a