Thoughts

Thoughts Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts No medication's ever made them stop All I think about is everything I'm not Instead of everything I got 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me 'Cause sometimes, I just feel like I'm a freak When I wake up, I just don't like what I see All the way from my head right down to my feet I wish that I thought differently But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Change Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend To the voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay Entertain it for a second, then I push it away Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Thoughts Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts