NLYF X Neck Deep

Riddle me this, I gotta figure it out Are they laughing at me Because I'm prone to fear and doubt Am I messed up, am I loud Well eat my dust that's all I am a speck out in the crowd I'm trying to clean up the mess I made But the towel I used to soak up my worry it just went up in flames You see I got a conscience like gasoline I could siphon shit out, fuck it and leave But, I fuel the fire with everything they said it's stuck in my mind You're better off dead If you got the keys then start the car and Drive as far as you can If you got the blood then you got the heart to Give yourself a chance Seems like we've been so scarred Some people call it art I hope you make peace with your pain And never lose your flames Misunderstood, I'm misunderstood I will live to my fullest because I owned my name the best I could How much does it hurt? To live like we live like everybody else Or am I better off dead Feeling like I'm nothing's something that I'm getting used to Trying to devise a plan that's positively fool proof Nobody can see me past these walls that I've been building Now it's starting to cave in but I won't give up If you got the keys then start the car and Drive as far as you can If you got the blood then you got the heart to Give yourself a chance Seems like you've been so scarred Some people call it art I hope you make peace with your pain And never lose your flames Feeling like I'm nothing's something that I'm getting used to Wanting to fit in, I always wanted to be perfect to you I gotta get up out this bed If you can see inside my head, you understand I got to give up Feeling like I'm nothing's something that I'm getting used to trying to devise a plan that's positively fool proof nobody can see me past these walls that I've been building Now it's starting to cave in but I won't give up If you got the keys then start the car and Drive as far as you can If you got the blood then you got the heart to Give yourself a chance Seems like you've been so scarred Some people call it art I hope you make peace with your pain And never lose your flames