Blame It on My Ex

I have a tendency of losing sleep and thinking too much So ashamed of things I say when I get drunk I'm sorry it's so hard for me to trust you Add it to the list, I've got some issues I'm just scared that you don't care, I'm thinking too much So I say, "I need space, " then I freak out When you're giving me space and you're not around Yeah, I know, I should change, I don't know how I wish that I could blame it on my ex If I'm being honest, he's the best And I'm pretty sure I ruin everything, just a heads up I'm not really good at staying friends I just keep on falling, maybe I should take a breath, I I can see the ending, here I go again I just keep pretending I'm not making all these messes Wish that I could blame it on my exes I've gotten good at finding something new to fight about (oh) Have a fear of breaking up, so I break down (down) All my insecurities are bad excuses Scared to be alone, but then I do this Hate that I'm the reason why it never works out (oh) So I say, "I need space, " then I freak out When you're giving me space and you're not around Yeah, I know, I should change, I don't know how I wish that I could blame it on my ex If I'm being honest, he's the best And I'm pretty sure I ruin everything, just a heads up I'm not really good at staying friends I just keep on falling, maybe I should take a breath, I I can see the ending, here I go again I just keep pretending I'm not making all these messes Wish that I could blame it on my exes I wish that I could blame it on my ex Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh I wish that I could blame it on my ex Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh I have a tendency of losing sleep and thinking too much It's all my fault, I lost them all Yeah, look what I've done I wish that I could blame it on my ex If I'm being honest, he's the best And I'm pretty sure I ruin everything, just a heads up I'm not really good at staying friends I just keep on falling, maybe I should take a breath, I I can see the ending, here I go again I just keep pretending I'm not making all these messes Wish that I could blame it on my exes