Up In The Clouds

I had a doubt I had a vision Something to worry about I don’t do drugs I don’t go out They tell me to smoke but I’m out They say I’m good They say I’ve got this Thought I’d be up in the clouds I’m in the booth I’ll sing my tunes But how to make more people move? I talk like I know what I’m doing But who the fuck really know shit Everything’s changing, everything’s new My plans change like my mood I’m no longer 22 I know who I wanted to be But I need to set me free The world took more than it can hold More anxiety My mind, one day it might explode Society I, wanna care only the things I care Rose-tinted eyes Could you spare me with mercy and lies? Would you set me free? With your disguise I see the sunlight, only when I stay up at night Someone draw the line, so we can pick a side I told you I said they don’t care If I die today They’ll cry on my grave Then search for another prey Maybe, nobody’s so different cause different is what people fake At last I seized the day I got tumor when I was 19, after my father died To be honest I ain’t afraid of life, but I need some time To paint what’s on my mind To be loved, to be great To be good at things that live in plain sight So I feel alive But, what’s the point of it? It don’t even sit Even if I make it to the top, where’s the tip of it? What besides vanity that make you chase a dream? Define greed, I want it but I don’t need; You call it succeed I figured it out All by myself I figured it out I figured it out I had a doubt I had a vision Something to worry about I don’t do drugs I don’t go out They tell me to smoke but I’m out They say I’m good They say I’ve got this Thought I’d be up in the clouds I’m in the booth I’ll sing my tunes But how to make more people move? I I see the sunlight, only when I stay up at night Cause we’re born to die So enjoy the flight [Outro] I wanna drench in your ocean Wanna buy you some milk Wanna swim in your brown eyes And I Wanna blow out the candles Wanna bathe in your sweat Wanna whisper a goodnight