My Own Worst Enemy

In the roses, in the spring, I remember There was a time I wasn't afraid of anything With the lilacs and the rain One day you went away I remember I forgot everything My mother's always trying to tell me How to be grateful, how to believe My father's always trying to say Baby, you're beautiful in every way My lover's always got me in his arms Trying to protect me, keep me from harm So why do I always have to be My worst, my own worst enemy In the shadows, in the grays, in the lonely There is a place Where we can all hide away But in the windows of the soul There is nowhere we can go If we keep running Running from our destiny Say I walk on water Say I walk on the moon But it's never enough No it's never enough, no it's never enough Say I'm only human It's all in my head But it's never enough No it's never enough, no it's never enough One day I'll find my alibi