Grow

Good morning father, it's the first day That I woke up without your daily breathing Exercises and your prayers that I used to Hate so much 'cause they were lasting for too long But I kinda miss your preaches Now that I found myself going to church and Started praying for my friends and my family 'Cause that's the only Thing that keeps me going on Oh Lord Why did you decide To make the rule of time? Listen to me, Lord I just don't feel ready at all And I never understood Your apologies Every inch I grew Every time I dreamed You just shed a tear That I couldn't see But why'd you hide that growing isn't easy? Why'd you only sing When I wasn't home? The song that I would sing When I'm all alone Like you shed a tear That I couldn't see You and I, we are both still fighting it This is probably the last song I would write without thinking 'bout reception But I thought it'd be a missed opportunity not to make a bland song In an album about my life. Let's just let go for a moment all this chit-chat 'bout artistry is tedious And it made me just forget that I'm a child still and not a grown-up Do I really have to care? Oh Lord Why did you decide To make the rule of time? Listen to me, Lord I just don't feel ready at all And I never understood Your apologies Every inch I grew Every time I dreamed You just shed a tear That I couldn't see But why'd you hide that growing isn't easy? Why'd you only sing When I wasn't home? The song that I would sing When I'm all alone Like you shed a tear That I couldn't see You and I, we are both still fighting it Now that I understand Your apologies Is there anything like a remedy? How can I grow back All my memories? Is there really no way but just fighting it? I understand Your apologies Is there anything like a remedy? How can I grow back All my memories? Is there really no way but just fighting it?