In My Bed

Little things become everything When you wouldn't think that they would Little things weigh so heavily Take my energy 'til it's gone I wanna be alone But all these emotions Won't leave me alone I'm tryna I'm tryna I'm tryna stop them Losing my control Hypothetically I could let it go easy But I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still In my bed about it I'm still I'm still I'm still In my bed about it I'm not usually like this I'm not usually like this But I'm still I'm still I'm still in my bed Turn this pillowcase To the cooler side Give me something I can't feel 'Cause I wanna turn a page Wanna rearrange Swing the doors right open in my mind I wanna be alone But all these emotions Won't leave me alone I'm tryna I'm tryna I'm tryna stop them Losing my control My control But hypothetically I could let it go easy But I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still In my bed about it I'm still I'm still I'm still In my bed about it Bed about it I'm not usually like this I'm not usually like this But I'm still I'm still I'm still in my bed about it Bed about it bed about it But I'm still I'm still I'm still in my bed about it Bed about it bed about it But I'm still I'm still I'm still in my bed about it Something chemical inside me Messin' with my mind And I can't help but feel like I'm feeling like someone else Someone else Something animal inside me Tryin' to remind me There's no need to worry about it And lose myself But I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still In my bed about it Bed about it I'm still I'm still I'm still In my bed about it I I'm not usually like this I'm not usually like I'm not usually like this I'm not usually like But I'm still I'm still I'm still In my bed about it I'm still in my bed I'm still in my bed Bed about it bed about it But I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still in my bed about it I'm still in my bed I'm still in my bed Bed about it bed about it But I'm still I'm still I'm still I'm still in my bed