Julia

She takes a sip as she leaves Reality behind Flaming lips as she Slow dances in the rain Flawless silence as I look into her eyes They're grey like a sky full of clouds and grey Like a sky full of lies Oh grey, like my heart when it cries, when it cries I don't even know her name but I i'll call her Julia, i'll call her julia And i know that she don't feel the same But i'll leave her never, i'll stay with pleasure She smiles as I meet Jealousy and guilt Raging thoughts as she Brings me into an imaginary space Unharmed soul makes my consciousness tilt I'ts dark, like a sky full if clouds And dark, like a sky full of lies Oh dark, like my heart when it cries When it cries I don't even know her name but I i'll call her Julia, i'll call her julia And i know that she don't feel the same But i'll leave her never, i'll stay with pleasure I'm scared to be scared You're fucking up my thoughts I'd just dare you to care Trying to loosen up the knots Cause i'm always there i swear But you're messin' with my head I just hope that you're aware Of all the thing's you've said I still get drawn into your games While you drown in all those names I still am the one to blame When you get deeper in your pain I can't leave this alone Won't leave this unknown I won't know if i don't Try this on my own