Block me out

I'll say whatever you want but I've become such a liar I used to follow my gut but now I'm just gettin' higher It's been a couple of months since I turned to something violent I should be happier now so why do I feel this quiet Now I only let me down When there's no one else around I've been thinkin' way too loud I wish that I could block me out I wish that I could block me out out I think I'm burnin' alive but nobody sees the fire 'Cause when I open my mouth I seem to be stuck in silence And I thought of leavin' tonight but I couldn't drive this tired Plus after all this time I should be a pretty crier And now I only let me down When there's no one else around I've been thinkin' way too loud I wish that I could block me out Don't know how they see me now Feelin' lost in every crowd I feel ten feet off the ground I wish that I could block me out And in my head I make a mess of it I'm gettin' tired of feelin' delicate I look around to find it desolate I used to try but nothing's helpin' it And in my head I make a mess of it I'm gettin' tired of feelin' delicate I look around to find it desolate I used to try but nothing's helpin' it Mmm Wish I were heavier now I'm floatin' outside my body It's not their fault but I've found that none of my friends will call me Until I'm left to myself it's honestly kind of funny How every voice in my head is tryin' its best to haunt me 'Cause now I only let me down When there's no one else around I've been thinkin' way too loud I wish that I could block me out Don't know how they see me now Feelin' lost in every crowd I feel ten feet off the ground I wish that I could block me out out out I wish that I could block me out mmm I wish that I could block me out