Lighted Room

I've been drinking my coffee with milk in it I haven't Done such things since I hung around bibles in parking lots Maybe a sign of something changing Or a sign that I need to change some things today Seems to be all I talk about Getting up and moving somewhere else How am I so content in discussing a topic out of reach Maybe I'm replacing heavenly goals with career goals I'm nothing but some fabric looking for warmth on someone else Someone like you Now I know what Jenny meant When she said she lit up a room I know because I've been in a room of darkness It's a shame I'm not someone else I should have been somebody else But that's what I get for not trying