Meant To Be

When did it go wrong all my thoughts, inside I find myself caught up overthinking too much, mmm It snuck up on me kept it bottled up till it all overflowed now I'm drowning at home, home I'll find the light in the darkened night I'll fight it nothing to lose all I can do Dancing with the past the ghosts are haunting me try to shake it off but they are here to stay how do I break them free who am I meant to be Sleepless nights I'm lying on the windowsill instead looking at the world there's so much I have missed can I reset my peace who am I meant to be Learning on my own the heaviness is cold but I know in my guts I will find a way up, mmm Take it day by day with my fragile mind I will stand tall and tough knock my walls down to dust, dust I'll find the light in the darkened night I'll fight it nothing to lose all I can do Dancing with the past the ghosts are haunting me try to shake it off but they are here to stay how do I break them free who am I meant to be sleepless nights I'm lying on the windowsill instead looking at the world there's so much I have missed can I reset my peace who am I meant to be I cannot always run away sometimes it's better off to stay face all my problems cause I can't forget the things I've done can somebody help me realise life can be greener on every side nothing to lose all I can do Dancing with the past the ghosts are haunting me try to shake it off but they are here to stay how do I break them free who am I meant to be sleepless nights I'm lying on the windowsill instead looking at the world there's so much I have missed can I reset my peace who am I meant to be