The Way It Really Is

I kept talking to myself I had to get the words out of my head So I did You barely said a thing You kind of heard me out and then you said You said You're crazy Why do you keep doing this Everything is fine Then I think I'm crazy I do this all the time Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is Sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read What does that mean Sometimes even I have no idea what I need I wish I did I'm crazy Why do I keep doing this Everything is fine Then you think I'm crazy I do this all the time Until I start to think that something's really wrong Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is Looking through my window at the big blue sky The lazy sun is shining so I run outside To look for you I look for you and then it starts to rain Is that the way it really is Maybe we're just Maybe we're just picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it The way it really is Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it Maybe I don't want to see it Maybe I don't want to see it The way it really is The way it really is The way it really is The way it really is The way it really is