In My Heart

I don't know why We still live together We're so far apart So much of the time I don't know why This beautiful weather Is breaking my spirit And tearing my mind all apart Are you so lonely Are you so sad Have you lost your purpose The faith that you had If life is a question I don't understand If time is the reason Then nobody can In my heart it is just an illusion It's not even real Much more than you think It's much more than you feel My ears are still ringing There's nothing to say Why look to the ocean To wash me away There goes my best friend There goes my last dime If love is the answer I'm wasting my time In my heart it is just an illusion It's not even real Much more than you think It's much more than you feel Do you feel Is this real How I feel In my heart