the overthinker

I'm drowning these thoughts out to keep me from falling down I'm trying not to feel like such a freak I keep testing my virtues and crying in bathrooms I'm as human as I can be oh I love when you cry It shows me that we're only human inside and we need therapy cause like the song hush hush we all fall down down every time I open my eyes it's like I'm watching my life passing right by me like another movie could I feel something better than nothing cause I'm so tired of being tired wake me up from this lucid dream I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans through a curveball face first right at my thoughts maybe then I'd find a way to stop overthinking oh I love when you cry It shows me that we're only human inside and we need therapy cause like the song hush hush we all fall down down my minds pulling my heartstrings like a puppet, I feel nothing cause everything I do is not enough why can't I feel serotonin I think I shouldn't have thought about thinking of everything that could've happened by now my heads bouncing off of the walls overthinking it all I really hope I don't fall down hush hush we all fall down stuck on the carousel of doubt where everything never seems to work out just keep going round and around and around we go but it's time to let it go