god has a sense of humor

when i was 13 a friend of mine died that's when i realized that we don't live forever and i wonder what she saw when she got to the other side was she pleasantly surprised were all her questions answered cause i look up at the sky and i feel no comfort i look down at the ground and think life's not right or wrong it's just a little complicated there's no rhyme or reason cause it's only what you make it i could cry about it or just laugh until i choke god's got a sense of humor cause no one's good or bad it's just we don't know what we're doing the world's a scary place and we're all stuck here being human guess it's kind of funny that there's things i'll never know god's got a sense of humor and i'm not in on the joke when i was 15 i didn't wanna cope didn't wanna find hope cause it's just so much pressure to try and be happy when you're out of control cause you're so vulnerable and the world's on fire and i look up at the sky and i feel no comfort i look down at the ground and think life's not right or wrong it's just a little complicated there's no rhyme or reason cause it's only what you make it i could cry about it or just laugh until i choke god's got a sense of humor cause no one's good or bad it's just we don't know what we're doing the world's a scary place and we're all stuck here being human guess it's kind of funny that there's things i'll never know god's got a sense of humor and i'm not in on the joke every time I get down on my knees and i pray i just end up feeling more alone god I need something to believe in but the more that i try the more that i don't guess that's how it goes life's not right or wrong it's just a little complicated there's no rhyme or reason cause it's only what you make it i could cry about it or just laugh until i choke god's got a sense of humor cause no one's good or bad it's just we don't know what we're doing the world's a scary place and we all suck at being human guess it's kind of funny that there's things i'll never know god's got a sense of humor and i'm not in on the joke