Permanent Scars

Those pretty lies, I know them all too well The quiet violence I brought upon myself Gone with the wind but somehow I'm not convinced About your innocence I've made mistakes but you know you've made some too It's not black and white, that's why I feel so blue Inside and I try to pretend it's not 'bout you (Not 'bout you) We both know that ain't true and Oh, God knows that there are days where you don't cross my mind I hold my own, and then there's the long, lonely nights Where it's just everything you said in my head on repeat and I Just can't let it rest, silhouettes on the street at night Like you never left, but you did, and I made it this far Just know you left a permanent scar I still run faster to keep from drifting slow Into the places I know I shouldn't go Nobody is laughing but you would've loved that joke I just know And please believe that there are days where you don't cross my mind I hold my own, and then there's the long, lonely nights Where it's just everything you said in my head on repeat and I Just can't let it rest, silhouettes on the street at night Like you never left, but you did, and I made it this far Just know you left a permanent scar Inside my chest, now the rest of us is history Look at all this mess that you left, unsolved mysteries Did you try your best? 'Cause I did, and I made it this far Just know you left a permanent scar (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh) (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh) You left a permanent scar (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh) Now it's just everything you said in my head on repeat and I Just can't let it rest, silhouettes on the street at night Like you never left, but you did, and I made it this far Just know you left a permanent scar