Only Her Shadow

She keeps staring out the window like she's waiting for a soldier coming home Dips her fingers in her coffee and she draws a picture of her life alone It's a square inside a smiley face a window of disgrace she'd rather keep it closed and these are the things that only her shadow knows There's a trail of broken boyfriends and the memory of a nearly perfect lie But when she examines all the reasons there is nothing but a coldness in her eye And the wind that's blowing through her heart she'll look in to the sky and say that's how it goes And these are the things that only her shadow knows She's lying and buying a little time She's turning on the head of a pin and there she goes again It's a square inside a smiley face a window of disgrace she'd rather keep it closed and these are the things that only her shadow knows these are the things that only her shadow knows Only her shadow only her shadow only her shadow