Ugly Lights

I don't remember when the liquor started kicking in It's been awhile since I've been off the stuff I really hate to say I'm turning into a cliche I'm hoping that nobody brings it up I left my car behind the bar again last Sunday night I did the Monday morning drive of shame In last nights clothes they smell like smoke But I don't know how I got home But I do know my head will hurt all day But I'm still going to stay too late And be the girl bartenders hate The one that doesn't need another one When the Romeo's and Juliet's have bummed all of my cigarettes The last kiss in the parking lot is done I'll be sitting here alone When the ugly lights come on Well everybody's got a spark It's easy hiding in the dark In a crowded room with pockets full of rings I sit and watch the whiskey pour The married men, the exit door The beginning of another matchbook flame And I don't try to justify the reason I'm not livin' right I wear my sadness like a souvenir I drink too much to fall apart That's how I fight this broken heart So what, if I feel comfortable in here But I'm still going to stay too late And be the girl bartenders hate The one that doesn't need another one When the Romeo's and Juliet's have fund all of my cigarettes The last kiss in the parking lot is done I'll be sitting here alone When the ugly lights come on Hey