Slow Motion

I wish that I could hate you my baby The colors are fading out Is it quiet where you're sleeping Your records my empty house I wish I knew what you were feeling Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride Pride Back to the beginning it swallows my mind You're all that I think about I even see you when I'm dreaming I wish that I could hate you my baby I wish that when I left you'd've chased me I didn't wanna change but you made me Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy Hard to believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I'll be movin' on in slow motion I've never been good with words But you didn't try to listen Could call but I won't be the first To remind you what you're missin' Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride Pride Back to the beginning it swallows my mind You never learned how to hurt But I didn't try to fix it I wish that I could hate you my baby I wish that when I left you'd've chased me I didn't wanna change but you made me Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy Hard to believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I'll be movin' on in slow motion I wish that I could hate you my baby I need you more when you're not around not around Maybe I crave the way you let me down let me down I think I want you more than I need ya Avoid the places I see ya Killing me slow killing me slowly I wish that I could hate you my baby I wish that when I left you'd've chased me I didn't wanna change but you made me Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy Hard to believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I'll be movin' on in slow motion